Coulisse’s Blog

Alrighty. This is funny. >>[link]<<
Even if you don’t like Maximum Ride, I found it quite hilarious-o.

So I’m back from Florida. And back home.
I already miss the hot guys. And my friend’s Aunt Loppy. Yes, Loppy. She was the coolest person that I’ve ever met…

And I got new earrings. My mom said the metal might give me an allergic reaction… if in that case, I will give them to someone I don’t like with a piercing… maybe Justin… hehehe…

Dammit, I’m going to Tokio Hotel, whether or not Bill’s cyst is gone.

Now I feel a sudden urge to draw…

For the tag, I just spelt ‘Florida’ wrong about five times…. ‘Spelt’ is not a word…

I AM GOING TO GET MAXIMUM RIDE 4, DAMMIT!!

…just as soon as I my mom gets home from my sister’s piano lessons. But that makes no difference! I will get it today. And cry if I don’.

So, I started crying today in art class…. after I said “I just… no one has said ‘I love you’ lately and…” Then came some tears. It was terrible hearing myself speak. I wrote a poem… but I just don’t feel like posting it here. Or anywhere really. But it’s basically about… my feelings of longing, some misery added, and even a hint of insecurity. I mean, real insecurity; not like a girl with a lisp, looking at herself in the mirror saying, “Oh, these jeans make me look fat.” No. Different insecurity that can’t really be explained, even. So, basically, I wanted a hug all day. From one of my friends, maybe someone who I had hopefully just mended my friendship with. But what made me feel good was just talking to my friends. I mean, it felt good to talk. Because I’ve been down lately…. Neagh. Margie said it was good that I can get my thoughts and feelings down on paper. That’s good, I guess, after all the emotions that have been flooding my mind lately.

Aside from that, FLORIDA IS GOING TO BE A BLAST! YEA BOI! Gonna be so sweet… my friend’s mom said that if any boys talked to my friends and I, she’d take a dull knife and cut… off… well, I’m sure you can guess what I’m about to say. But that’s not going to happen. Florida is going to be the place to reinvent. The place to be the person you’ve wanted to show all along, but were afraid of what people at school or karate or any other place would think. And it wouldn’t really matter anyways; we’re not there for very long. But hell, it’s gonna be sweet.

I am listening to “Low” by Flo Rida right now. (hah, Flo Rida… just got off Florida topic… haha) And I seriously would turn the radio to another station if it weren’t for the laziness that lies in me. Yup.  Thank you… it’s over. And now Sweetest Girl… feh. I like that song. Depressing, yes, but it has a good beat.

Now, my mom will be home soon, so I gotta go… and buy MR 4!!! WHOOO!!

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WHAT NOW?!

Umm… Anyways…

Weeee. Only… TWO MORE DAYS until Maximum Ride 4 comes out! YES!

And now I have absolutely nothing to talk about.